obsession

i love japan... i always amazed by their culture... food, clothes, scenery, history, the ppl, the arts, the language bla bla bla...

is this an obsession? i dunno... hahahaha...... opah aku dlu ade bercinta ngan anak jepun mana ntah kut smpi dpt ke cucu dia yg sorg nih... hahahahha... haihhh  -_-"

sbnrnye ape yg aku nk ckp kat cni adelah, aku sgt suke mkn nasik org jepun... kalo bley aku nak mkn nasik tu hari2... n lauk2 nye skali... sedap bangat... totemo oishii deshoo...

bley x nnt, when i live by myself (which is very soon n it scares me to death n i cannot imagine how i'm going to survive there), aku nak msk nasik tu hari2... aku nak msk sndri japanese food tu... google resipi n msk sndri... mkn smpi aku jemu then baru pk menu lain plak... haahahahahaha....

yup, i'm craving for japanese food.

maybe i'm obsessed maybe i'm not. dont know dont care. huahuahuahuahua.....

add note: 

-i'm currently obsessed with adam lambert... i keep playing the songs he sang in american idol everyday, especially "the tracks of my tears".

-i'm currently obsessed with wolverine... i've collected all 3 merchandise of wolverine from KFC... i'll look for another merchandise plak... nyehnyehnyeh...

~to alang: can u be the rice supplier? pleeeeeeeeeessssssssssssssss...........

the time will come

i watched the new season of CSI... the last episode of Grissom with CSI... sdey dowh...

he was handling the last big case when he found the man who suits his position... that makes him more determined to resign...

and the reason he resigned was to reunite with his gf, Sarah... how sweeeeetttttt... i was smiling in tears... dia siap sanggup menGPS sarah's new place, msk dlm utan pe sume... n there she was, taking a picture of monyet pe ntah... n they kissed n hugged, blessed in luv... how sweet n romantic is that? hmmm....

tp part yg menyentap jiwa aku adelah ms grissom observed the office for the last time... he watched everthing n everyone like he's videotapping it... the place he loves to work in... becoz he enjoys the job... even the job is low-paid and has horrible work shifts, he still loves the job... kepuasan kerja yg dia cari... so money was not everythg for him...

that part remind me of ..........

well yeah, with God's will, my time will come soon...

~take a good look at my face, u'll c my smile was out of place, if u look closer it's easy to trace, the tracks of my tears...

Paris Hilton's My New BFF

ape kes ade cite cenggini?

mencarik BFF pun leh wat reality show ke?

i dont even know this show exists until i watched it last nite...

primered 2008... huh...

i hate watching paris hilton's face (in that show)... cam sorg yg xde prsaan... tym org lain berckp muka dia seolah2 x pay attention pun kat org tu... cam all the contestants bored her to death... the reason she was doing it was becoz of the money... n popularity... huh... cam la the winner will be her BFF for real... damn...

and dia siap ade heiress chair... and talking like she's a royalty or smthg... pastu nak wat decision pun cam x reti... mmg dasar bimbo...

but then, i still love looking at her face... i think she's beautiful...

yeah, the show was for MTV so i guess she got paid a lot for it... no matter how little she put her heart to make the show successful, she still got highly paid and got another reason to spend the money luxuriously...

damn jealous... 

sumtyms being a bimbo is lucky afterall... (-_-")

p/s: sila google the title to know more.

puzzle

towards the end of 2008, i got the feelings that many things will happen in 2009... when the world entered 2009, i felt excited... excited on the things that i'll experience... but also nervous coz i have the slightest idea on what the "things" are will be...

heh, rs cam dak tadika n tomorrow is the first day of the school... 

-_-"

but the funny thing is, when the conversations i had with some frens about the future have become true, it gave me a "ting-ting" in my head... perhaps, the Almighty have given me the hint... only when it has happened i would realise...

once u complete the puzzle, u will c the pictures of the separated pieces...




~take a good look at my face.. u'll c my smile looks out of place.. if u look closer it's easy to trace.. the tracks of my tears...

a dream guy

a dream guy..
every girls has a dream guy...
the guy should be like this and like that, and not like this and not like that...

but the question here is, do they really exist?

i think they do..
coz i found one.. he has everything that i want in a man.. i fell for him right away...
he's charming, smart, good-looking, witty, gentleman, bla bla bla... plus, he smells good.. hahaha... terigt kat dilla bile kuar bab2 smell nih... ^_^

but the differences between us do not leave me other options but to let him go... i know i can't be with him... it's not becoz of he doesn't like me... i know if aku cucuk jarum a bit deeper, we'll be an item another second... tapi........

ya, i believe dream guys exist...
but they only meant to be only in dreams... no doubt...





~bila bahagia mula menyentuh... seakan ku bisa hidup lebih lama... namun harus kutinggalkan cinta... ketika ku bersujud...