sakit sakit~~

aku dah agak dah.. kalo aku sehat sepjg beberapa bulan strait tanpa sakit.. nnt aku akan sakit teruk smpi x leh bgn.. tp kali ni xde la smpi xleh bgn, cuma sakit selama beberapa bulan strait..

awal tahun kesihatan tiptop first class MC company tak yah provide pun tape.. dah msk akhir tahun, nah hamekk ko.. lps satu2 sakit yg dtg.. la ni sakit mata la plak.. mata dah stat merah dah siap pedih gile bertaik mata at the inner corner.. aaahh mmg siot aahh.. nak kena cpt2 amek treatment.. kena bg sembuh gak by this wiken.. and fully recover by next monday.. kalo taaakkkkk.......


~ni sume slh anak2 makteh la nih.. pembawa virus.. huh!! ~:-[

better stay away or ....

hukhukhukk..
esok raya tp rs cam tak je..
x smgt lgsg nk beraya esk.. rs cam xmo blk kpg pun..
rs cam nk tdo je sepjg hari.. sepjg cuti nih..

ngantuk..
kalo pun x ngantuk tetap nak gak wat mata nih jd ngantuk..
otak..
cane nak switch off otak nih dr berpk ttg ape2 pun?
hati..
cane nak switch off hati dr berperasaan ttg ape2 pun?

rs cam nk sembunyi dlm selimut..
sembunyi dr dunia..
aku mahu jd halimunan..
aku tak mau sebarang perhatian..
aku mau mereka abaikan aku..
boleh kongsi minat dgnku..
tapi perlu tahu batas.. perlu tahu garis sempadan..
aku msh punya harga diri..
aku wanita berprinsip.. aku msh waras utk membuat keputusan..
salah utk anggap aku murah..
sbb aku mmg mahal.. priceless..
aku dan hanya aku yg membuat keputusan dgn lelaki mana yg aku mahu berdamping..
no terms "go with the flow" or "try and error" or any such thing..
sbm terma itu di-implement-kan, lelaki itu akan dipilih dan disaring oleh aku terlebih dahulu..
aku x perlukan pengaruh sesiapa pun..
keputusan total di tangan aku..
hanya aku..
so please leave me alone..
or else you will wish you've never known me.....

life is funny, really

haaahhhh...........
hidup nih mmg klaka kdg2.. pe yg kite ckp psl org lain sbnrnye diri sndri pun wat gak..
n kdg2 kita x penah pun wat benda tu.. dok la komplen org lain wat gitu gini.. last2 kita wat gak benda yg sama as we have complained before.. klaka2..

hidup ni mmg mcm roda..
KARMA..
pusing2 kena blk kat diri sndri gak..
so better be quite.. that's why silence is smart.. kurang berckp kurang wat dosa.. Nabi dah ajar umat dia awal2 lg kan.. antara nk ikut ke xnak je..

i'm not just talking about other ppl.. this is about me as well.. i used to say i won't do this n that but later on i do just exactly wat i've been saying won't be doing..
perhaps it's a way God want to remind me not to simply say anythg like u can predict the future.. like u really know urself n over-confident on smthg..
because human is very weak at heart when it comes to world's temptation.. rite now we can say we are strongly hold on to wat we believe.. but no one knows wat gonna happen in future.. we can predict nothing.. that's why we better shut up.. only when the thing happens, think deep to make the right choice..

talking 'bout rite choice.. hmm.. i always fail this.. bahahhaha!! -_-"

baby are you down down down down~~~

mari tls blog lg sempena system down (down lg aaaarrrrrgggghhhhhh!!!!)

tapi siyes weh tade idea nk tls pe.. mebi sbb pale aku tgh tak serabut kut.. so aku takde mende yg nk dipikirkan so takde mende yg nk dituliskan..

and coz i have only one thing in my mind..
and coz i have only one feeling in my heart..

yup only one.. only him.

adehh parah dah nih.. dah tak larat nak tanggung dah nih..
kalau la bley wat operation tkr jantung hati pe sume so that i dont have to feel this way, aku dah wat dah aku rs..
or mebi amek kuar jantung hati nih letak jap dlm lemari pastu lps 2 minggu (less actually) bru mskkan blk dlm kelongsongnya..
hooo sgt bes giteww~~

heh tipu.. serabut sbnrnye.. pale serabut sbb benda yg satu ni je.. benda yg sama gak la yg wat hati ini gundah gulana.. mebi sbb tu aku takde idea nk tls ape..

system pn satu hal.. igt kalo dpt hanyutkan diri dgn keje xde la aku asek dok igt dia.. skali system asek laaaaa wat hal.. baik aku xyah dtg opis gini.. mkn gaji buta.. leh aku on9 lepak2 kat umah.. takpun jln2 tgkp gmbr.. takpun tdo sepjg hari smpi next two weeks..

heh.


~does he think of me the way i think of him now? does he miss me the way i miss him now?

tiptaptiptap

hmm.. takde idea la nak updet pe.. pale cam terawang2.. still terigt2 konsert hujan aritu.. detik2 bersama AG COCO luvluvluv.. yaawwww~~~

AG syg aku sggh2.. yesyesyes!!! <3

i always hate November.. and i always superduper excited to be in December..

every year is like that, n dont ask me why..

tp kali ni i'm torn apart..

end of this month, my besfren is going to work in Borneo..

sgt sdey..

she is the best ppl to hangout with.. we had so much tym together..
the times we had is the greatest and craziest times in my life..
i luv her.. and i will definitely gonna miss her..
wish her all the best in life..
till we meet again.. mata kimasho!
T_T

this year i am superduper excited to reach December..
he'll be back..
i wanna see him again.. be with him again..
i really miss him..
less than a couple of week to go..
i wish.........................we'll find each other..
ameen.
with luv.

kiss kiss

When I’m kissing you the whole world disappears. It’s just me and you connected. There is no right or wrong. There is no up or down. There is no day or night. Just you and me and this beautiful oblivion. I wish I could stay here forever.


~i want this kiss badly

falling for you

i'm falling.. hard.
but i'm smiling.


~i miss him...

wedding liza

date: 31.10.09
venue: tronoh, perak

~liza sgt cantek wajah berseri!!~

 

 

 

to liza n kauthar, congrats to both of you.. mata ini menyaksikan kisah cinta korg dr mula smpi dah slmt kawen ni haa.. hopefully u both gonna be together till your last breath.. semoga berbahagia slalu yaa!!

hepy bday mak <3

date: 26.10.09
venue: restoran nelayan, tasik titiwangsa

 

 

x byk pic sbb sebok mkn kan.. hehe..

neway mak, hepy bday ^_^

S.O.S

kamu yg berarak bagaikan awan

turunkan air hujanmu

biar aku basah dalam cintamu

tenggelam dalam kasihmu

hanyut dalam rindumu...

tau tak kelemahan terhebatku adalah apa?

perubahan mood yg drastik masih boleh di handle okeh..

begitu jua dgn kemarahan yg pantas berapi dek isu2 yg tidak logik masih boleh aku cool down kan secpt mgkn ye kwn2..

kelemahan terhebatku adelah: mudah cair dgn lelaki gentleman.

adehh knape perlu dia layan aku sebegitu indah.. membuat aku tersenyum sepjg hari.. membuat aku berbunga2.. aisshh tak patut dowh dia wat camtu..

mmg cair.. aku tersipu2 malu.. segan gile.. pakcik yg dok sebelah pn dok senyum2.. mau je aku katok pale pakcik tuh.. sebokk je dia..

ye mgkn he just being himself.. takde niat pape pn.. tp tu laa.. actually the simplest thing we made can mean the whole world to somebody..

dia tau tak kenyataan tuh? nak kena ajar sket nih.. tlg laa jgn layan aku camtu lg.. wat aku feeling touching flowering loving (eh eh)..

berjalan di atas bumi tapi tak terasa tanahnya.. terasa spt sdg terbang tapi aku bukan di langit..

aishh.. mmg bahaya.. red alert beb.. S.O.S!