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cukup angkuh utk aku lafazkan

namun perit amat utk aku tanggung

mataku selalu mencari kelibatmu

hatiku berkeras tetap mahukan mu

setiap detik bersama mu kerap berlegar di ingatanku

apakah perasaanku ini hanyalah sekadar kedegilanku

atau ianya sesuatu yang nyata?

my new boss

tetiba rasa cam berada dlm pool di mana airnya btol2 di paras hidung.. i'm desperately need oxygen -_-"

boss ku telah berlepas ke kedah td.. site visit selama 2 hari.. aku pk leh bersenggang secara ekstrim.. sekali dia g tinggalkan kerja2 yg menimbun kt aku.. hahhaha.. cam tau2 je dia aku bakal lari2an tym dia xde.. siot je..

i think i'm getting use to the way she works.. the way she distributes jobs.. her expectations.. i think i'll be fine.. ^___^

dan aku dah phm.. kalo dia ajk bekfas or lunch sama, means dia nk btau smthg.. update psl keje.. next project.. orders from big boss.. her rough plans.. etc.. haaa oke.. aku tau dah pasni kalo dia ajk mkn skali aku tak boleh begitu gembira.. sebaliknya perlu berwaspada.. haihh...

maybe next tym i'll upload her pic.. she's smaller than me yet she's my boss.. hehe..

in fact.. kat opis ni.. she's the youngest and the smallest manager..

i like her sense of style too..

i like her.. ^___^


did i ever tell you that i admire her dad? ngeeehehehhe.... *wink2*

marihapdetceritaharianmetro eh slp manade metro

tak cite pn lg updet 2010 so far kan? hehe..

entry berkenaan being clueless sbm ni bley di ignore skrg sbb i'm clueless no more.. heuheuheu...

kerja skrg sgt menarik.. totally a whole new thing!! walopun pening tp bes sbb xyah pening2 pkai system pekejadah segala.. dan juga daku bley berjln2 ke sana ke mari eventho' for now just jln2 atas-bwh dlm building shj.. bwk diary kertas document pekejadah sume berjln anggun penuh gaya dgn heels smbl berlagak bz.. muka musti konfiden i-am-carrying-an-important-and-confidential-company-info-so-backoff.. buweekkk... wakakaka!!!

ok clapclap.. i know i deserve an oscar ;-P

the most horrible dept award for 2009 can go to HR dept of my beloved company.. f***a**.. pekejadah ntah dok lmbt2 kan aku nye surat offer.. last2 derang ckp surat kuar bln dpn but they will back-date the letter.. f**k.. those f***ing ppl just think about themselves.. kalo ade konflik dalaman sekalipun pekejadah kaitannya ngan surat aku??!! sial.. (alang, aku tau ko mengerti ttg hal nih)

ok clapclap.. i start this year with cursing everyday without failing.. azam tahun baru: mahu curse dgn lbey cemerlang.

opis lama penuh dgn gosip panasss.. mgkn org2 di opis lama hot-stuff+muda-belia sbb tu byk gosip pns kut.. opis baru? penuh dgn org2 yg da kawen dan bakal kawen dan ramai pmpuan termsk bos2 kecik dan bsr.. cerita harian adalah sama iaitu berkisar ttg kerja+keluarga+husband+anak+rumah+keluarga mentua blablabla.. smlm terbergayut di tepon tlh membuatkan aku tersedar aku sdg didengari oleh rakan2 opis sekeliling.. mst mereka musykil dgn status aku kini.. mari biarkan mereka dipenuhi misteri adasyut.. bley? huahuahua...

owh mereka juga suka mengumpat psl GM ku.. daku pun tdk tahu mengapa.. mls nk tya.. sbb bila tya they just said just wait n see cos my turn will gonna come eventually.. WTF..

daku tiada kerja jika tiada bos.. kdg2 ada kerja tp siap cpt jd ptg2 agak takde keje jd buhsan ya amat.. spt skrg.. bos kini di Cyberjaya.. mgkn sepjg hari? aku pn x penah tau schedule dia cane.. semlm satu ari suntuk dia ade meeting.. meaning smlm dan harini adelah hari senggang.. kalo ade emel msk or call from the other states cite ade problem pekejadah segala baru aku bekerja.. bile dah setel or tgu feedback dr dept lain, daku kembali senggang..

bley dpt ke gmbaran kerja baru ku? tak bley kan? hahahahha... xyah la tau.. mau kena wat satu entry khas ttg scope of work shj di blog ini.. horror.. so better not!

spt along yg gilakan buku2 novel since forever.. daku pn begitu (perkataan pertama kami adelah buku.. bahahaha oke tipu!).. like sis like sis (WTH!).. dan daku jua berazam utk menambah collection novels cite2 berat terutama yg berkisar peperangan dan backpacking+travelling (kinda like journals) dan true stories.. stories yg menginsafkan dan membuat kita berfikir lbey dlm dan mensyukuri kehidupan skrg yg kita ada instead of blaming other ppl for the flaws or wishing life to be better.. erk.. ohokhokhok.. tersedak plak sy..

collection gmbr juga makin bertambah.. tp for now x leh nk upload lg kat photobucket sbb umah skrg bagai prehistoric cave.. future planning: nak letak gmbr kat lain2 photo bank.. nnt aku letak link hokeyy.. wajib lawat hokeyy..

daku bakal dpt 1st ank buah.. thanks to angah.. dia bkn nk announce dowh.. mau kena pijak jua dia nih.. eh x leh pijak.. berdosa pijak ibu mengandung.. hehe.. neway tahniah la ye ngah&bengah.. semoga slmt dan sehat di sepjg tempoh pengandungan hingga melahirkan.. owh begitu juga utk chah dan liza.. tahniah dan semoga slmt sihat sejahtera selalu hendaknya.. ameeennnn..

daku jua bakal mendpt jemputan kawen dr bff lela dan kakak da (erk kakak??).. x saba nih.. sila book tarikh schedule aku dan ajer secpt mgkn kalo x korg akn menyesal.. aku tau ajer mst stuju ngan aku part nih.. ngeeehehehe...

geng otai skola azimah & onen jua bakal melahirkan cahaya mata pertama mereka.. semoga slmt semuanya ya! owh bagaimana dgn inet? daku terlupa.. kena mntk hapdet dr ajer si paparazi skola..

hokeyy entry yg sgt pjg..

tiada kerja lalu membebel..

well done adasyut..

clapclapclap.

ngaumanmu meruntun kalbu

antara dua nih, yg mana pilihan hati korg?

nissan skyline R32

Aprilia Tuono

yg ni pn such a heart-breaker kan?

Aprilia Shiver

i dont really know about bikes.. but i luv big bikes.. bunyi ngaumannya meruntun kalbu dowh.. daku bley cair gitewww~~~ <3

~i wish i can see him race.. watching him reaching to the line.. and me at the back, taking his winning pictures......

*luv*MUSE*luv*

agak2 kalo nk g tgk konsert MUSE kat US thn ni ok x? my event of the year.

mgkn di houston? chicago?  boston?

tp Las Vegas lbey menarik kan?

ngeeehehehe...

now i believe

i used to believe in knowing the person first before falling in love.. i prefer starting off the relationship with friendship first..

but then, smthg in reverse has happened to me.. i fell in love with him just in an hour after i knew him.. crazy to be heard yet it really had happened.. it's beyond my logical thinking.. yet love is beyond everything..

and now i believe.....

harini hari selasa

2nd week of 2010

update:

• not clueless anymore, since i already got some clues :-D
• starting to get used to seeing big bosses everyday (bkn sekadar melihat malah mendengar termasuk juga menegur)
• still fail to really get up from the bed at 6am and off to work at 7am (msk arini dah 6 hari berturut2 aku x dpt parking free, so park kat luar.. msk arini dah 2 hari berturut2 aku msk opis lmbt, lps pkl 8.30am)
• i successfully make up my bed every morning before going to work except yesterday (ni satu pencapaian yg hebat dan wajib celebrate ye)
• internet still x psg lg kat umah baru jd my new home is more like a prehistoric cave rite now
• bf meragam = flow-out money
• has passed the first step in blending in with new opismet

tu je kut.. teeehehehe...


~another day to come.. another week to pass.. but i never fail in missing you...

hepy 2010 all.. wish me luck!! p(^_^)q

yeah.. hepy new year all...

well... i've been locked up in a cave far away from the civilisation where there is no internet at all.. heh..

my new year celebration was superb.. no pic tho but it was superb.. yet still, there was a hole.. without him, it seems so not rite.. there is a blank where i can't fill up.. i ended up feeling down summore.. cry summore.. haihh...

and the next day i got sick.. i slept the entire day.. the very first day of 2010.. how cool is that? huh -_-"

2010.. all i can say is; it is a year of a new beginning.. i moved into the new house.. got my own place (no more sharing bedroom or bathroom.. great eh? huhuhuuu).. start new job.. according to the letter, my effective date would be 1st jan '10.. so it's official now.. bahahaha.. ok watever..

but then, new things leave me being clueless.. i'm clueless on everything.. my path, my goal, my desire..

tomorrow gonna start working after almost a week being in the cave.. i'm not ready yet.. but tomorrow is still coming anyway.. ready or not i'm just gonna hit it rite.. just go for it..

perhaps i should switch on the heartless mode.. easier to face anything, everything.. easier for me to survive..

ok heart.. i'm sorry.. but we have to do it again..

2010.. with a heartless mode, a survivor spirit and a bit of luck..

i hope i'll be just fine...