my happy ending?

ok watching Monalisa makes me feel an unexplained-mixed feelings.. damn..

ni Monalisa cite melayu tau.. lakonan nasha aziz, aqasha, dide alias n raja farah.. kat prima..

i never like watching malay drama tp ntah nape nk tgk lak cite nih.. siol laa..........

i'm angry.. wat am i angry about? i dunno.. but mostly to myself..

everyone tells me to dump him.. even my logical mind says the same too.. but it seems like i keep on accepting him every time he comes back..

he's serious in wanting me.. i tried to accept but my heart refused to.. now i ended up playing a role of a gf instead of being a gf.. fuck..

complicated.. and i'm the one who made it complicated.. damn..

i hope i have enuff guts to tell him the real thing.. to tell him to backoff.. i dont want to play with anyone's heart.. it's not good..

definitely not good at all.........

at least Monalisa has a happy ending story..

mine?

mari lihat gmbr basi

hp wat hal la plak.. tetiba dia xleh detect memory card.. seb gmbr mmg x byk amek guna hp dah skrg nih.. n seb baik gak la sempat transfer ke laptop sbm dia wat hal.. sooo skrg ni letak gmbr yg diambil yg blm penah dipublish sbm ni.. basi dah sbnrnye tp pedulik aahh.. bahahahha

hokeyy gmbr pertama:

taken on 16.12.09... ms ni alang's first day at work.. seb baik ms ni aku tgh training kat jln semarak.. so kontek dia wat lunch date n shoot trs ke KLCC.. 10 min da smpi.. dkt je.. tp nk carik parking satu hal.. seb baik alang penyabar.. huahuahua...

tq alang for the lunch!! <3 *kisskiss*


gmbr kedua:

taken on 23.12.09.. last day of OJT kat TM Brickfield.. derang sume nih mmg happening n sporting.. siap pakat halfday sama2.. bahahahaha... sume kena posting luar klang valley so mmg xtau bile akn jupe blk.. basically they are part of the team yg aku tgh handle skrg ni.. perhaps until around march or april this year.. pastu akn handover pd mgmt state msg2..


gmbr ketiga:

taken on 29.11.09... ini lah ahli bilik aku yg terbaru.. namanya COCO sempena ksh syg aku pd AG COCO.. bahahaha.. dpt free ms renew kad jusco.. jusco mmg terbaikk!!! ngeeeehehehhe...


gmbr keempat:

taken on 9.12.09... Audi A4.. ms ni otw blk umah.. ntah cane tetiba dia selit dok dpn aku.. tergamam jap aku tgk keindahan kete nih.. smpi bf aku jeles.. ceeehhh.. bahahaha.... tp siyes.. mmg sgt cantekk.. 


gmbr kelima:

taken on 16.12.09... one of my fave meal kat william.. fuuuuhhh sdp ya amat hingga menjilat pinggan.. namanya BEEF CORDON BLUE.. bebola daging yg dlmnye ade keju dan chicken fillet.. gravy yg sdp dgn mashed potato.. sayur jeruk tu mmg aku xmkn la sbb aku x suke kan.. tp menu ni mmg terbaekk.. nmpk cam kecik tp bile mkn mmg amek ms yg lama nk abeskan 2 bebola daging tu.. nikmat dowh mkn mende nih.. nyumnyumnyum~~~


ok tu je kut... ^______^

finally............... (part II)

...........my home is no longer a prehistoric cave... yayy!!!

i will dedicate my weekend on uploading picturessssssss...
i will dedicate my weekend on watching bleach...
i will dedicate my weekend by getting online 24hr (ok maybe not!)...
i will dedicate my weekend on sleeping... bahahhhaha

finally...............

...........i'm back... yayy!!!

smpi KL kelmarin.. terkedu jap tgk KLCC secara live.. dan hujan menyambut kepulanganku dgn penuh rahmat.. ceehhh...

semlm back to work after 3 weeks otak direhatkan.. seb baik bos cuti.. arini pn dia MC.. leh la aku berpeleseran.. huuuu bes bes...

jupe blk mmbr induction.. ramai gak yg satu building ngan aku.. pasni x leh la nak selekeh2.. kena nmpk elok2 sentiasa.. nak jaga repo kan.. huahuahua

tgk blk gmbr2 induction, terasa windu lak kat teammates dlu.. group iTalk mmg the best.. siap mng the best grp lg.. mmg unpredictable.. klaka klaka.. watever pn hopefully we all will keep in touch.. sayu rs bile tgk blk gmbr2 grp.. huhuhu

anyway, aku still rs unbeliveable sbb leh survive selama 3mgu kat marang.. MARANG dowh.. gile ape pn tade.. eh tipu.. ade kdai runcit pantai pasar petang n aiskrim goreng yg sdp.. tp sume tu tade makne bile bf ku tiada dgn ku.. siyes patah kaki dowh.. seb baik ade udin.. mekasey ye udin bwk aku jln2 layan aku yg ngidam kfc n teman soping kasut.. ngeehehehhe...

back to being bz, i really not ready yet actually.. mentally n physically.. msh terasa penat.. tp nak tanak kena gak hadapi.. seb baik this week has a long weekend.. at least i can have a nice rest..

too many pics taken.. will take an extra loooooooong tym to upload all  -__-"