rindu adik

si kecik ni datang di saat aku berada di breaking point.. memang pengubat hati pengarang jantung la dia ni.. rindu sangat!! dia pun rindu aku.. how sweeeettt~~ hehe..

~tamak sungguuuhh.. makan aiskrim sampai dua!!~

terubat rindu di hati.. the night before, bawa dia main bola.. kecik2 dah gila bola.. berlari dari hujung ke hujung court sikit pun tak penat.. aku yang kejar dia pulak yang penat.. dia rilek je.. sabo je la.. hehh...

tak sabar nak balik kampung jumpa dia lagi.. hmmm~~~  ^___^

~kakak & adik~

a tension that caused the hair short

it's frustrating when only we who really work hard to achieve the goal of the project but the other parties don't.. i attended a workshop which i found a very good way to improve the business.. but it has become somewhat non-beneficial due to the absence of the other party's rep..

it was an important workshop.. it was a high level brainstorming meeting.. yet, i was there like a dumb..

to attend it is already created a pressure to me.. and to be in such situation really got me into a breaking point..

thus, on the way back home, i stopped by to the salon and cut my hair short..

like real short.

i was this close to tell the hairdresser to shave my head bald.

****

two days of nothing except observing, i took some pictures of the place where the workshop was held.. it was lovely and convenient enough for a brainstorming meeting.. although, yeah, i still think they can just actually done it at the HQ.. :-\

and plus, the food was horrible!! they should change the caterer right away!!!

just using my camera phone, guys, i give you PICC..... (hehehhh poyossssss :-D )

~i kinda like short hair now.. it makes me look 10 years younger! ahahahaha ^_-

BORING! (please read in bold)

maybe i was thinking like this because i started to get boring with my life routine..

no, it's not about the job! i love my job.. the challenges drive me towards excellency.. my bosses acknowledge me.. i have no problem with spilling out my own piece of mind (and thank God they listen! ahahaha).. i have good rapport with the rest of my teams.. my relationship with my officemates is great..

i am more grateful living with my family now.. so i don't hate so much traveling to work everyday like i used to.. my great friends are with me.. friends who are near with me are making me livelier with their jokes and laughter, stories and gossips, shoulders to cry on and hearts full of love.. friends who are far from me are still remember and care about me.. i reach out my hand and they take it with hugs and kisses and big smiles..

i get rid those bastards men out of my life and now i am more peaceful than ever! i even feel closer to God now...

everything is great! everything is in place!

and that is the root cause of the problem statement as i stated earlier...

when everything is fine, i get bored...

i need something else that can challenge me.. challenge my brain to be specific.. something out of work.. something totally different than i ever done or am doing..

or perhaps..................i should get married?

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!

ok now let's get serious.. i am still thinking, whether to just go for it or seek for some consultations.. while i'm on it, i might not speak much since i'm a silence thinker.. so maybe next entries will rather be boring or meaningless or pictures related or .................... well................... none?

ahahahhahha!

ok la ok la.. i'll go to sleep now before i go crazy here.. hehh..

wish me luck! ^_-

curiosity kills....... err, me?

despite of getting older years by years, i am still undecided on what i would really love to do in life in a long term period..

i am a person who have many interests in different, various fields.. yeah, my curiosity level is insane..

i always want to learn more and more about things that i love.. like my current passion is photography..

but at the same time, i would also want to learn something else like music, management, health, history, writing, psychology, mechanical, interior design, woodwork, business and the list goes on and on and on...

if i do all, i'm afraid i would end up "knowledge in many, expert in nothing"..

and i'm not like Dr Reid, who is genius enough to learn and be expert in different, various fields.. T___T

maybe that was why i barely accomplish anything that can be proud of.. not even my previous studies..

i need to be in a place where it can support my divergence.. a place that can support and fulfill my curiosity.. i want all questions in my head to be answered..

more questions will emerge after all the questions answered, yes i know.. but i am willing to take the risk..


~agak2nya la kan, lama2 aku boleh jadi gila tak? ahahahahha T_____T

hiking at broga

date: 20/1/11
venue: broga hill, semenyih
para peserta:

• dil
• kak rotema
• kak liza
• wakrin
• meon

sempena hari thaipusam last thursday, we went hiking at broga hill.. it was carried forward since the day was a public holiday.. kalau ikutkan planning asal, nak pergi hari sabtu, which means semalam la..

~di kaki bukit, parking lot.. but this is not where we parked our cars~

~yes, we walked a loooonnggg way to reached the bottom of the hill~

ingatkan kami je yang plan macam tu, rupa2nya ada beratus orang lain lagi plan macam kami ni.. apa lagi, terpaksa la parking jauh.. nak naik ke atas jam, nak turun pun jam! ehehhe... takpe la, dah nasib kan.. at least dah pernah merasa ;-P

 

 

~yes, it was this pack.. but this was only at the 1st 3 peaks~

~despite the jammed trail, those hikers did not stop to reach the top! (i really really need to get a wider range lense!! T___T )~

~and it did not stop children from hiking as well, like this kid ^_^ ~

~we reached the first peak right after the sunrise.. see the reflection of the sun! sweeeet~

 
 
 
 
 

~it was like a different world.. perfect place to shoot ^_^V ~

 ~or perhaps being shot? -_-" ~

 
 

~it's ok.. i shot other unknown people as well.. hehehhe~

 
 
 
 

~my other friends made it to the 2nd peak.. orang ramai sangat nak naik ke 1st peak so diorang patah balik and we rejoined at the 3rd peak.. aku just sampai kat 3rd peak je sebab gayat!! hehhee~

~owh, i found the swing yang dr sheikh muzaffar and wife shot their pre-wedding pictures.. orang ramai sangat sibuk nak tangkap gambar kat sini~

it was a good trip.. penat tapi memang berbaloi la but since orang ramai sangat, tak dapat nak feel duduk kat atas bukit tu.. repeat? well........ maybe..........................not.

hahahahahahaha!!!

ok la ok la.. maybe not in the short time k.. hehe ;-P

~to view more pictures, you can go here, here and here.

~~the next day, we were shocked to know a hiker was injured.. tak bertembung pun dengan dia masa naik or turun hari tu..

another round!

i have another round of cuti paksaan in one week time.. err i should say the first round for this year la kot.. hehh

i totally forgot about it, really.. ya la, baru je nak speed up momentum suddenly kena paksa cuti pulak kan.. and i was like, what should i do this time?

hmm.. no plan..

all i can say is perhaps continue my long term projects, or else go shopping.. since the mood is already on and i found some great places to shop, it would not be that hard.. hahhaha

women with shopping.. is like, unbreakable bond.. YEAHH!!!

hahahaha...


~keinginan mencipta satu harapan
kabur dek kecelaruan perasaan
seakan takut mengharung pusingan yang sama
yang mana pengakhirannya serasakan amat lazim

the similarities of Taylor Swift, Saari Amri & Pearl Jam

i love Taylor Swift.. i'm her biggest fan ever since i listened to Teardrops On My Guitar and Our Song.. i only know Tim McGraw after i listened to the album.. i didn't know at that time it was that song actually her debut.. hehe..

yes, despite of the genre is country, i can accept her songs somehow.. maybe her songs have some pop element as well..

but the thing that i love about her most is because she is very talented! the songs she wrote is amazingly beautiful and she just turned 21 last month!! imagine her songs when she hits 50....

i love how she tells stories in her songs like Love Story and Speak Now..

not many songwriters write stories in songs.. it's not an easy job i guess *shrugged* .. the songs must have a storyline with strong lyrics.. plus, the arrangement of the music must suits the emotion of the story as well..

i remember Saari Amri used to write songs which tell stories like Di Sana Menanti Di Sini Menunggu, Seksa dan Kemelut Di Muara Kasih.. they are all hit songs back then..

see how successful this kind of songs are.. it is a way to catch the listeners and in becoming an evergreen song! we, human, always love listening to stories.. and with the right storyteller, one story can become a legend..

here, i give you one of the greatest story ever told in a song... ^____^

"Last Kiss"

Oh where, oh where, can my baby be?

The Lord took her away from me.

She's gone to heaven so I've got to be good,

So I can see my baby when I leave this world.

We were out on a date in my daddy's car,

We hadn't driven very far.

There in the road straight ahead,

A car was stalled, the engine was dead.

I couldn't stop, so I swerved to the right,

I'll never forget the sound that night.

The screaming tires, the busting glass,

The painful scream that I heard last.

[Chorus]

When I woke up, the rain was falling down,

There were people standing all around.

Something warm flowing through my eyes,

But somehow I found my baby that night.

I lifted her head, she looked at me and said;

"Hold me darling just a little while."

I held her close I kissed her - our last kiss,

I found the love that I knew I had missed.

Well now she's gone even though I hold her tight,

I lost my love, my life that night.

[Chorus]

~lyrics from here.

renung2kan dan selamat beramal! :D

tadi otw back home, dengar la Dr Izzi bermotivasi..

salah satu perkara dia cakap adalah tentang hijrah.. kita seharusnya membuat satu penghijrahan diri, berubah ke arah kebaikan agar menjadi insan yang lebih baik.. supaya kita dapat melahirkan anak2 yang baik2 juga..

as if, we change ourselves to be better and make it as a benchmark for our children.. thus, our children should move forward from the benchmark as the starting point..

no wonder la budak2 sekarang cerdik sangat kaann!!

imagine nanti anak2 diorang macam mana pulak.. hehehee...


~you can follow Dr Izzi at Hot FM every weekdays from 7pm to 8pm :)

jalan2 shopping2.. jom!

bagus betul ada kawan2 kerja lecturer ni.. visiting them, i can find new places to shop! with great bargain some more!!! hahahhhahaha

seriously tudung2 kat uia memang sangat banyak variety.. gayanya, coraknya, fashionnya.. dan harga pun murah2!!!

tadi pergi uitm, banyak gila gerai kat dataran between kolej melati dan mawar.. nasib baik la aku ada RM50 je dalam purse.. kalau tak, sure banyak lagi duit aku habis buat beli barang mekap je.. ingat nak cucuk, sekali tengok ramai pulak students dok beratur kat ATM.. aku blah je la.. selamat duit aku.. hahahha...

TAPI TAK PUAAAAASSSSS!!!!!!!!!

demmit.

nak kena repeat nih.. hahahahhah..

owh.. shopping tudung kat pasar malam padang jawa pun best gak! murah2, but kena cari betul2 takut terbeli yang tak betul.. ;P

switching on SHOPPING mode!!! lalalallalaa~~

Season of the Witch

just got back from the cinema.. i watched Season of the Witch, which is wickedly beyond my expectation.. when i read the synopsis or watched the trailers, it is nothing compare to watching the whole movie! unbelievable..





i LOVE this movie.. i think this is Cage's second best movie after Face/Off.. and then again, this is just my opinion ;P

above of all, this a must-see movie.. don't hesitate to watch it.. you won't regret i swear! *tumbsup*

aizat's first solo concert! - my preparation

securely safe at home!

i bought this online..

together with the tickets.

oyeahh memang tak sabaaarrr dah niiii!!!!!

aizat's first solo concert is going to be held on 29hb jan '11 at bentley music auditorium, mutiara damansara.. i bought the ticket online last monday.. elok je aku beli they announced all the tickets were sold out! heheh.. lucky me eh.. i guess they saved the tickets for me since i called them earlier, like friday last week.. before i purchased the ticket, the lady i talked to even told me she was expecting for my confirmation email.. she remembered me.. how touching.. hehe..

if you're one of aizat's fan, you can visit his website or follow him in FB.. i don't twit so i don't know if he has a twitter account or not.. hehe..

ok now, it's time for me to memorize all the lyrics! lalallalla~~

menyesal - 6th sense

aku jatuh cinta dengan lagu ni ever since the first time i listen to it..




Tak pernah ku fahami ertimu padaku
Tak pernah ku mengerti hadirmu untukku
Rasa yang pernah kau bagi
Cinta yang telah kau beri

Setelah ku terjatuh baru ku sedari
Betapa kau kekasih hingga hujung hati
Rasa yang setia menanti
Cinta yang tak akan pergi

Menyesal ku akui tak terima cintamu
Dan kini engkau pergi meninggalkan hidupku
Terlambat ku akui berertinya dirimu
Kerna hanya dirimu sambut cinta
Penawar peritku

Hanya dirimu
Tulus cintaku

Menyesal ku akui tak terima cintamu
Dan kini engkau pergi meninggalkan hidupku
Menyesal ku akui tak terima cintamu
Dan kini engkau pergi meninggalkan hidupku

Terlambat ku akui berertinya dirimu
Kerna hanya dirimu
Sanggup cinta penawar peritku
Sanggup cinta pengusap tangisku


~lirik ambil dari sini.

jom baca blog! :P

aku suka perhati orang.. dulu the best partner adalah adik aku.. kitorang suka duduk kat tempat orang ramai lalu lalang then perhati semua orang yang melintas.. then kitorang akan discuss positive and negative things about them..

mengumpat? entah la.. kalau itu yang diklasifikasikan sebagai mengumpat, ya mungkin betul kitorang mengumpat.. hahahahha.. WTH who doesn't right? :P

tapi kalau nak diikutkan, melalui pemerhatian yang macam ni la aku belajar perbaiki diri.. aku selalunya akan observe orang2 dan keadaan sekeliling.. kemudian analisis dan seterusnya merangka action plan.. ya, inilah aku.. dan macam ni la aku memulakan sesuatu tindakan atau mengambil sesuatu keputusan especially bila aku berada di tempat baru..

it is kinda like a survival skill, you know.. and that is point number 1.

the second point is, i learn a lot from observing other people.. i learn how to dress, i learn how to speak, i learn how to walk, i learn how to..... well, almost everything.. it doesn't mean i'm a copycat, NO! aku akan ambil mana2 yang sesuai dengan diri aku, sesuai dengan jiwa aku lalu membentuk dan menggarapnya agar menjadi aku.. supaya aku menjadi manusia unik..

and since the world now has no boundaries, aku boleh tau banyak benda tentang hidup orang lain a.k.a pengalaman.. melalui status FB, melalui blog especially blogger yang buat blognya seperti diari.. at least i know the way they think, the way they feel, the way they live their lives..

dengan ini, aku boleh belajar banyak benda dari apa yang diorang share.. yang baik jadikan tauladan, yang buruk jadikan sempadan.. yang ilmiah boleh disimpan, yang jenaka boleh dikongsi.. yang jelik? muntahkan ke tepi.. hehehe...

and that is my third point.. last but not least.

nah! siapa cakap blog reading ni negatif? satu aktiviti yang membuang masa? ia cuma satu medium baru untuk membuat people observation.. salah satu cara untuk belajar perbaiki diri..

senang kan? tukarkan je yang negatif tu jadi positif ^_-

i confessed

i made another confession tonight.. i knew it would be hard but to actually do it, it kills.. to tell him i am not who i was anymore, and to know now that he will be gone......... i feel dead.

namun harus ku lepaskan cinta ketika ku bersujud.

it would a different story if i didn't tell him about it.. it would be a different story if i just lied.

but lies will not solve anything.. the truth will come up to the surface eventually.. i always know this.. that was why i didn't lie..

which caused him to pay.

no.

which caused us to pay.


~u.n.i.solo.ng.

cerita Anugerah Juara Lagu 25

ok the truth is........ i am a big fan of Hafiz and Akim from AF7.. hahahha............ tetiba nak confess kaann... :-D

but i am their fan after i heard their breakout songs, Masih Jelas dan Bengang, not since AF! i don't watch AF.. :\

bukan apa, bagi aku derang 2 orang ni memang penyanyi yang best.. ada bakat dan boleh diasah lebih tajam untuk pergi lebih jauh..

so bila ada orang lain komen pasal Hafiz nyanyi live tak best, of course la aku bengang kan? marah taww~~

dah terbukti pun malam tadi di AJL 25.. memenangi Best Vocal Award memang satu pencapaian terindah buat seorang penyanyi.. dan Hafiz memang layak untuk menang award tu.. nah buktinya..



hampir sempurna nyanyian dan kawalan vokal, walaupun sedang berdrama.. dan yang pasti, adalah suara terbaik malam itu.. oyeeaahh *thumbsup*

bukan bias sebab aku peminat dia, tak! in fact, my favourite singers (and my target as winners!) adalah orang lain yang turut perform malam tu.. this is just my point of view.. fair and square.. kalau tak suka takpe  (^__-)V

dear all, happy 2011!!!

sangat mencabar for the starter of working days in 2011.. berlawan dengan perasaan diri yang asyik gloomy.. tambah pulak hujan di tengahari.. perfect! T____T

to make it worse, the email which i was supposed to send this morning was actually unsent due to the big file attached.. and i over looked it!!! i realised it was unsent when the clock showed 3.00pm.. memang dah selamat segala carutan keluar.. demmit!

despite the unproductive day, i received some good news and some nice compliments, received some goodies from an officemate who went to singapore for a holiday, lepaking (and gossiping hahahha) with my dearie buddy for two hours over lunch time and i saw the face i miss the most *winkwink* .. and i spoiled myself with shopping!! hahahaha... the best remedy for a gloomy day (alasan je nih :-P)

while waiting for the the clock turned 5.30pm, i read bila bintang bicara's blog.. tried to catch up with all the entries i missed.. and she simply made my day.. her combination of words has touched my heart and made me smile.. she writes beautifully and i somehow feel so close to her.. i pray for her to be a great writer one day.. ^__^

i love CikShidaDariParit!!! i love how she shot the videos of her miming songs, and she is hilarious!!! she will put on funny make-ups and dress up for the videos.. i followed her on her FB as well but she does not approve me yet.. so i just i can read the status but not able to comment T_______T

one of the status was about her received a phone call from Dato' CT.. telling her that it was true about her request for Cik Shida to make a video for her.. betapa ramai orang yang kutuk dia, yang hina dia, sekarang lihatlah siapa dia sekarang.. viewers pun dah tahap ribuan dah.. sampai penyanyi no 1 Malaysia pun salah seorang peminat dia..

and lastly, sharing with you my friend's blog.. she sells some good stuff there so don't forget to check it out k! one tips before clicking the link; ignore the header picture.. just go straight to the entries :-P


~wishing you all having a great life ahead  ^_____^