a little prayer for my tomorrow

Hurmm.. I owe many people for their pictures currently.. Damn.

This week is one whole crazy week.. It was a good choice for me not joining the performance team for my division dinner.. Kalau tak surely will make me collapse..

The next new system rollout will happen tomorrow at the most critical state.. Berdebar okeh.. Rasa macam tengah tunggu bini bersalin dalam labour room eh eh tetibehh.. Macam pernah jadi suami lak aku kan ahahaha..

Harap2 semua pun berjalan lancar esok..

Harap2 apa yang dirancang sehingga hujung minggu ni pun akan berjalan lancar..

Harap2 apa yang dirancang sehingga minggu depan pun akan berjalan lancar..

Amin.

my arwah opah

i am reading a book titled "Mengapa Rasulullah Tidak Pernah Sakit", written by Dr. Adi Hashman and suddenly i think about my allahyarhamah opah (my family refer her as opah changkat tin, and the other one is opah sayong.. based on the place where they live)..

as far as i remember, she never fell sick.. i did not remember her having a cold or a fever or a flue.. i don't think i was too ignorant to miss it, because we used to share the same room.. and she always in the living room and only in her room to sleep or pray or reading Quran..

i asked my abah about this, and he also agreed with me.. he said she was terribly ill when she had pneumonia and her body didn't react to the antibiotic, because she was very old.. and that was how she died..

and it's funny to see my dad's shocking face when i asked the question.. bahahahahaa :-D

i never thought of this until today.. she must have done something as her routine to maintain her body health.. my siblings and i always remember how strong she was.. travelling to her children's houses by herself, by taking the bus or taxi.. how she spent the whole morning/evening to pick pegaga in the field.. how she still walking despite her knees were weak.. she would walk, even though she walked slowly, even though i have to take her hand and walk with her, she would still walk..

i know her weak knees were killing her, because i still remember her tight grip in my hand..

i guess i am not the lucky one to learn the tips from her..



~opah, miss you always.. al-fatihah..

marathon movies Pirates & Nur Kasih

seperti yang aku pernah cakap tulis, aku sekarang berada dalam bulan yang bertuah! satu hari dapat call dari TM HyppTV (sebab aku subscriber Unifi), kata aku terpilih untuk menonton movie 3D Pirates of The Carribean: On Stranger Tides!

~the invitation email~

of course la aku excited gila sebab tak pernah pun lagi tengok movie 3D! hehe.. memang best! dah la tengok cerita best.. tengok pulak dalam 3D.. memang terbaik!!

~macam ni je tiketnya.. kena ambil on the show date.. diorang ada buka kaunter kat pintu masuk~

movie kali ni memang terasa a bit weird sebab takde will & elizabeth, dan fokus more on jack in a love situation.. but jack will always be jack even he is in love with a beautiful woman.. his love for sailing surpasses everything.. hehehh..

and i love watching the love between the priest and the mermaid!! but they did not show their ending so i guess penonton kena teka sendiri la kot apa endingnya.. hmmm...

before that i watched nur kasih.. sangat best ok cerita nih.. aku nangis macam tahap nak meraung tapi sebab sedar diri kat dalam wayang so terpaksa tahan.. sampai sakit dada aku.. hahahaha.. ok now i can admit remy ishak berlakon memang best! heheh.. bangga ada abang macam dia :P

kalau ada sesiapa yang nak tengok filem nur kasih tapi tak pernah follow drama sirinya, takpe jangan risau.. at least tau jalan cerita drama siri tu pun dah cukup.. sebab filem ni kiranya sambungan drama siri tu..

walaupun rasanya macam agak cliche jalan ceritanya, tapi aku suka macam mana dia olah cerita tu agar menjadi menarik.. supaya penonton tertanya2 siapa empunya suara narrator? kenapa ada narrator? siapa perempuan berjubah hitam?

haaa suspense tak? kalau nak tau pergi la tengok k.. memang best! tapi part visual effect tu jangan la expect tinggi sangat k.. takut nanti kecewa.. hehe ;P

my wishlist

I wish there is an easier way to determine a person as trustworthy or not.

I wish i can look at everyone with positive assumption, despite i had bad histories with them or not.

I wish i do not have to fear too much about the future.

I wish i can less worry about my own silly heart.

I wish everyone to stop hurting each other, either physically or emotionally.

I wish i can eat all-i-can-eat without having to worry about my health.

I wish everyone is honest to one another.

I wish i am an early-riser.

I wish everyone is greediless towards money, power and property.

I wish "he" is the man of my life.

I wish not to wish too much.

watever it is, life is simply wonderful ^___^

bln 4 dan 5 memang bulan favourite aku every year.. tak pasti kenapa tapi aku selalu rasa 2 bulan ni aku macam ada "ong" sikit.. ehehehe..

contohnya, rezeki bisnes aku terbuka semula setelah sekian lama tutup.. i thought it was closed for good but then ada pulak demand dari my favourite group of people.. ingatkan ibu mengandung yang mengidam rupanya jejaka jambu yang teringin.. alhamdulillah so far still ada demand sampai hari ni..

~bisnes yang sama dengan harga yang masih sama, seperti dulu.. harap2 rasanya juga masih sama (lebih baik lagi bagus kan? ^___-)~

27hb april yang lepas, sebelum aku bertolak ke kampung, aku singgah kejap ambil bungkusan kat post office.. yes! barangan yang ditunggu2 tiba jua akhirnya..

~yeahh, i love you pak samad!! keep up the good work!! if you like to get a copy, go here~

i also bought some more books and i gave one to my preggy friend.. ain, i hope you will find it useful.. i know you don't like reading as much as i do, tapi kalau baca ikut period of pregnancy, it won't be that bored.. hehe..

bulan 4 juga ahli keluarga aku dah bertambah seorang lagi.. tahniah buat nurul dan adlizan.. semoga korang bahagia bersama hingga ke akhir hayat.. ameen..

~ok sila jangan tanya kenapa baju aku sorang tak ikut tema T____T ~

after i got back to work, i caught up with dear girls to have a taste of pavlova.. we went to alexis at jalan telawi 3, bangsar.. the pavlova was marvelous but not to dila and moon.. i guess pavlova is not their type.. hehe..

~i love the cake, the cream, the marshmallow inside but not the fruits though~

despite the beautiful atmosphere, the food there really sucks big time!

~i love the lighting and the deco of this place~

~mine was the chicken sandwich.. it was served cold so the toasted bread was unchewable.. and i don't like avocados in my sandwich.. the other food we ordered pun tak sedap juga~

last saturday, ain and i went to uptown damansara with hope to have a lunch at gomei japanese restaurant but sadly, the place was closed! sangat kecewa.. pusing2 then we found this place, village park restaurant.. we also found out the restaurant was featured in JJCM and famous for its nasi lemak..

~we both ordered ayam rendang and it was delicious! next time kalau pergi lagi nak order ayam goreng pulak.. nampak macam lagi sedap je.. hehe~

after that, we proceeded to IKEA to shop some stuff.. aku je sebenarnya yang nak shopping, ain follow je.. ehehhe.. i rearranged my room and want to put some new decorations.. beli punya beli rupa2nya mesin drill ada kat kampung.. hampeh betul.. tak dapat la juga nak pasangnya kan..

anyway, i had this dessert; princess tart yang sangat sedap!! tak pernah try this before sebab asyik2 beli kek daim je.. kiranya nak try something else la pulak kan.. memang berbaloi2.. but if you're not a sweet-tooth, better forget it.. sebab sangat manis!

~the colour is soo beautiful and tempting! dalamnya full of vanilla ice-cream-like cream.. heaven!~

a lot more events coming up.. hopefully everything will go as planned.. kalau pun ada event yang plan last minute pun harap2 akan go on well too.. looking forward!!

^____^



p/s: asyik keluar under cuaca yang sangat panas had taken its toll on me.. i had a bad headache after came back from IKEA until the next day.. it didn't go away even i took some panadols and slept early! teguk air segelen pun macam tak cukup.. panas sangat!

outing photography with Eddie Putera

date: 16/4/11
venue: tugu negara, KL


i joined an outing photography, organised by one of the club in my company.. actually this was my first time so i was quite nervous.. dah la pakai redah pergi sorang2 kan.. aku kuatkan semangat untuk mendapatkan ilmu bidang yang betul2 aku minat sekarang..

banyak yang aku belajar dari sifu jemputan, photographer Eddie Putera.. kitorang panggil dia Abang Eddie, dan assistantnya which i forgot his name (sorryy!! -_-" )

~Abang Eddie~

~his assistant~

banyak yang aku belajar especially basic in photography and basic of camera setting.. membuatkan aku berkobar2 nak experiment more! they also provided us with three models for us to shoot.. kiranya ni macam open class; belajar dan practice at the same time..

i also learned how to interact with the models while shooting.. rupanya ada teknik tertentu agar both fotografer dan model dapat bekerjasama dengan baik, especially dalam situasi fotografer lagi ramai dari model.. ehehehe..

these are the models:

 ~mimie~

 ~nadia~

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~ida~

it was raining the whole morning so terpaksa tangkap gambar indoor je.. and too bad i did not have speedlight (masa ni belum beli lagi).. kalau tak boleh buat eksperimen dengan speedlight.. takpe2 akan ada kelas lain yang aku akan join..

lagipun kawan2 aku pun ramai yang boleh aku paksa jadikan bahan eksperimen.. ahahhahaa! (^____^)V

~gambar2 yang lain aku dah upload kat page people, nature & building.. kenapa ada nature & building? sebab aku gatal nak eksperimen dengan bahan lain jugak selain dari model2 tu! ehehehe.. :-P

the girls of my favourite

celebrating Monday; the first day of the week by playing Uno Card at Chawan Koptiam, Bangsar after work..

 ~this picture was taken right after i won the first round~

~a toast for the winner! :-P ~

signing off with SUNSHINE.

~this kopitiam was also featured in masak-masak; my favourite food blog.. dila had the awesome nasi lemak.. i had pengat pisang with sagu (bubur of the day), and i loved it since it was not too sweet.. the sweetness just came from the banana.. and i also love my hot lemon tea in large glass.. (^__^)d

some ideas in mind

it is really a WOW!

i would love to shoot and to have pictures of me taken like this!

what a creative concept.. tengok pictures tu semua dengan perasaan kagum tahap air liur meleleh senyum meleret.. hehehh...

i have some concepts to shoot.. but i need to find some female models, since the males are already have some selections..

anyone interested? sila angkat tangan macam saya.

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desperate for a kick

i need a kick on my forehead to shake off the heavy cloud in my head..uuurrrggghhh

world, say hello to baby lela!

soo many things to do, soo little time!

banyak nak update tapi kekangan masa dek kerja yang melambak sangat memeningkan kepala.. tadi pun spend setengah hari suntuk kemas rumah segala.. nasib baik mak dah jarang masak sekarang so dapur takde la comot sangat.. hehehh..

even so, i still managed to visit my dearest friend who just delivered a baby girl last night.. got her SMS this morning but i went to visit her only in the evening.. habiskan kerja dulu baru gerak.. itu pun barang2 dalam bilik aku tak habis kemas lagi (i re-arranged my room today).. kena sambung balik lepas ni kalo tak aku kena tidur kat sofa depan tv la jawabnya malam ni.. hehe..

~this cute baby girl still takde nama lagi.. manja mak nih.. nak tidur kat pangku mak jugak baru lena~

ralit sangat tengok baby sampai lupa nak tangkap gambar maknya kaan.. hehehh..

dan akhirnya dapat jugak jumpa wafeeq.. sangat2 aktif sangat2 manja.. tak suka betul tengok mamanya dukung baby.. merengek2.. ngengada tau wafeeq.. macam mana nak dapat adik ni? mama nak bagi wafeeq sister tau..

~besar dah dia.. suka sangat dengan stereng.. nak jadi racer ye wafeeq.. hehe.. aidan tengok je.. blur jugak macam mak dia.. hehehh~

 

 

~tengok wafeeq.. either out of frame or blur.. tak boleh duduk diam!~

~mama wafeeq kena be alert selalu.. takut terganas kat anak orang.. hehe~

kepada lela, congratulations and selamat hari ibu! sangat kena timing.. first day jadi ibu dah boleh celebrate dah.. ehehhe.. semoga ko and baby selamat dan sihat selalu hendaknya.. ameen...

tetamu tak dijangka

ada tetamu yang tak pernah saya jangka akan singgah di sini pada 27 haribulan yang lalu...

penulis novel Rabiatul Adawiyah Perindu Cinta Abadi; En Zahiruddin Zabidi telah sudi singgah di sini.. terharu betul rasanya.. hehe..

tulisannya ringkas dan mudah difahami, membuatkan aku mudah menyelami dan kini melihat kecintaan kepada Allah swt dalam satu dimensi yang berbeza.. sememangnya cerita cinta Rabiatul Adawiyah adalah satu sumber inspirasi..

aku berniat hanya untuk berkongsi dengan readers apa yang aku dapat daripada novel tersebut.. takde niat lain.. jauh sekali berniat untuk plagiat..

kalau agak2 nak tau macam mana aku rasa lepas baca novel tu, silalah beli dan baca.. it is definitely an eye-opener..

signing off with love.